Tulisanku

Few years ago after Ardian and I are together, I ask a question, “What is it like, the feeling you have towards me? Is it true? Is it deep? Describe it to me…” Not that I have doubt on him. It is me who doubting a person like him could fall for me. I never expected before that Ardian and I could fall for each other. I recall it wasn’t long after both Ardian and I had a broken heart. I feel I got dump by the person I use to love and Ardian’s love was turn back.

Ardian and I were good friends, and still we are. I told him about my bitterness I feel when the person I love left me. I told him about how stupid I am to falling love with that person. I told him how much I hate that person after what he had done to me. Of all this, Ardian keep on listening, patiently.

Before that, he also told me about the person he loves. At that time I was thinking, it’s too bad that she couldn’t pay back Ardian’s affection for her. But now I think, luckily she doesn’t have any affection for him. Coz’ now I know, Ardian was meant to be with me.

Well, not so long after that, we’re together, and now we’re married. Back to the time when I ask Ardian what he feels towards me, he answers me with this song call Onward from Yes. Oh yeah, forgot to mention that Ardian is used to be a fan of Jazz and classic rock.

Contains in everything I do, there’s a love I feel for you
Proclaim in everything I write, you’re the light earning brightly

Onward trough the night, onward trough the light, onward trough the light of my life

This song is very beautiful. Though it is a rock song, the lyrics and tone are very musical. The song is enriched by instruments that are really played to produce symphony. It’s beautiful!!! And so is the feeling we had for each other. I thank God that made us together…